'My' pain and 'yours' are just not the same. Can I even call what I feel 'pain', when we aren't even talking about the same thing? What I experience… is too painful to be considered pleasure, yet too delightful for it to be called plain 'pain’. There’s no suffering—just a scorching ecstasy, a devastating wave of such consuming bliss most people can’t take it. And you know why ordinary people can’t deal with this glory you think of as ‘pain’? It’s because you weren’t blessed with that privilege. Because you’re not favored by the Lord.